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So it goes

April 29, 2017


On the way home I spot numerous women in all-too-revealing cowgirl outfits: short-shorts, fishnets, crop tops, cowboy hats. The scene ignites an all-too-familiar loneliness that begins in the pit of my stomach as though I ate something that didn’t agree with it. Then it gradually works its way up to my mind, prompting a need […]

All the OthersĀ 

March 16, 2017


Most of the day I waited in apprehension for her response. Albeit, I wasn’t conscious for a few hours, not having slept much the night before. That helped ease some of my anxiety. I had a good feeling that I would get a response eventually, it’s just the darker side of my mind kept digging […]

Honey, do

January 5, 2017


this, honey, do that! Buy me these, bring me this, stat! While I text another man! Stay here, keep me safe. While I text another man! Keep me company, keep me sane. Until I find another man! Falling for me, are you? Try not to, if you can! Because when this is over, I will […]

Made to Last

July 16, 2016


Broken, alone and lost.  Sitting before a panel, Hearts all covered in frost.  Among them, myself.  The cruelest of the bunch.  The only one to question, While the rest judge. Their minds already concluded, Sentencing set to life.  Yet I haven’t reached a verdict.  Questions still remain.  What forces conspire, Wheedle, hinder, devise, Or otherwise […]


June 14, 2016


He sat on the edge of the cliff clumsily, nearly falling off. It was a miracle survival instincts managed to kick in after so much alcohol. But they did, and he caught himself, just barely. The dark forest below him was a blur intermingled with the twinkling city lights from beyond. He blinked rapidly and […]

Who the Fuck Cares?

May 27, 2016


Thoughts run through my head Was I bad in bed? Who knows, I feel dead. Who the fuck cares, She sure doesn’t. So neither should I. But I do, and why? Because it’s not just her. It’ll be all of them. A perpetual loner. Passionately loved once, And never again. Virginity lost, but at what […]

When the Day Ends

May 17, 2016


So does reality.  The dirty uniform stripped away, Oil and grease washed down the drain.  No more cars and people, For today.  But what comes next is uncertain. Thoughts and feelings pull back the curtain.  The final act isn’t set, I’m just not ready yet; For when the day ends.